CupOfTeA's life

Autumn .

2010-03-29T13:00:00.003+08:00

I has been four days since the bird-fell-down-from-a-tree case happened.
Well, sadly, one of them(The one with a broken beak) died shortly after that. Probably injured his head and had a bone fracture somewhere when it fell down.

The other little myna managed to survive and is looking very healthy now. I decided to name it Autumn(Fall) since it fell down from a tree, and 'tree' or 'fell down' or 'abandon' doesn't sounds nice at all. ;P Still don't know its gender yet 'cuz it is hard to determind a bird's gender, especially one without any distinct difference between its male and female counterpart.

Anyway, Autumn recognize both my sister and my voice and looks. It is funny how it starts to chirp and open its mouth wide open once it sees us. Kawaii neh! ;D

It had grown more feathers than before, looking more like a bird now ;P Kekeke. Most of its newly grown feathers looks like fur, so i guess it will look like a fur ball in a few days time! ;D

Mynah baby

2010-03-25T15:49:00.003+08:00

My dad found two little baby mynah birds along the grass patch near the road across our apartment this morning. One of them injured it's beak and it's bleeding. Both of them are cold and hungry when my dad first saw them. So dad brought them home for nursing.

I put them in a shoebox filled with newspaper, tissue and..my sister's unwanted glove.
Well, they kinda claim down after that and dozed off after that. How cute.

So after that i went on google to research on how to take care, prepare and feed those cute little creature.

So i prepared their food and..tried feeding them. Both of them looked scared at 1st but after i tried to open it's beak a little and put the food in it open it's mouth wide open and let me feed! ;D

This is the healthy one that dozed off after eating.

This is the one with a broken beak. It has difficulty opening it's mouth. Bahh, but i managed to get it eating a few mouthful.

Interesting day.

We're better off without you

2010-03-09T20:15:00.001+08:00

If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Oh we're not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.

This March

2010-03-03T13:45:00.001+08:00

Is a nightmare.
It's fucked up.

Can't for for April.
and Sunset Eclipse's 1st jamming together. c:
Z-minor; hiatus.

Holidays = No holidays

2010-02-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

Yea, i am fucking envious of everyone who is working or enjoying their holiday while i am fucking capped with secondary school commitments(PLEASE LET ME GO AND FUCKING STEP DOWN. YOU GUYS SHOULD HAVE GO FIND SOMEONE TO TAKE OVER US LONG TIME AGO.) and BAOC. Well, that, I've got nothing to say.

Still have to clock 40 hours of event job, properly going to find job in the Youth Olympics event, I am fucking capped.

And i fucking hate. When someone's supposed to be the assistant PD committee head and she is fucking working away while i am having my finals and even fainted. I hate how people promised to help but in the end fucking failed to fulfill their promise. That's it. PD will be my last commitment. No more.

and for BA society, not gonna join next semester. Scammed by the new system, no thank you.

It's too much for me, especially i have to find job and save up for my own pocket money for the rest of the year. I fucking hate. to. be. poor.

Now i am poor as fuck and is still spending my money due to unavoidable reasons.

My dream is smashed, crushed.
My band is 'inactive' and i got no where to distress.
I am stuck in a course that i am not interested in and it's too late to go back.
I felt like an anti-social bitch in poly 'cuz i am stressed and have no mood to do whatsoever.
I hate my life.

omfg

2010-02-22T19:43:00.001+08:00

This is super funny, must watch.
But no offense to Korean/ Super Junior Fans ;]
I am not the one who upload it anyways. ;P

让我照顾你

2010-02-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

你一个人失了魂清晨哭到夜深
不要别人问
我不出声一直等听你说你心疼
当时好傻好天真
如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我轻抚你

总有一天会有人一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼
如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我照顾你

你看破了虚伪拆穿爱的假面
后悔曾经为他付出一切
我会在你身边当你伤心欲绝
不奢望你涌然泉源
当你对这世界失去信任请让我照顾你

Message for my lovely little otaku.

2010-02-15T23:23:00.004+08:00

Once again, I failed as a friend.
I don't know how to cheer her up anymore.
School's a bitch - maybe that's just my excuse for not talking to her,
getting to know her situation better, trying to understand her more.
Or maybe it's also her fault for completely shutting herself off from everyone,
not opening up, not trusting anymore.
No matter how her friends tried to show their concern,
No matter how hard everyone tries to help her,
she doesn't wanna open her heart to anyone.
Once bitten twice shy, they said.
I failed to save her last bit of hope in trust,
therefore i am not worthy to talk to her anymore.
Whatever the reason is, no matter whose fault it is,
it is still a fact that we used to, and will still be friends forever.
Even if you don't believe in friends, love, families, trust.
Even if you choose to shut yourself from the rest of the world once and forever,
and continue to live in your little wonderful otaku and yaoi land,
it won't change the fact that we once spent great moments together.
They will stay as a part of me forever.
Those beautiful memories.
Now the distance between us is getting too large,
Well..I guess it's just too late now.
I don't even know how to talk to her anymore.
Sorry, dear friend, please forgive my uselessness.

You may not need me now,
you might even find me annoying now.
But if there is this one day that you are all alone and you need a shoulder to cry on,
Remember me, my friend.
For I once promised you that I will always be there for you.
I will never ever break my promise, this, i promise.
Still be faithfully, waiting for you to acknowledge that I am still your friend.
Waiting for you to open up your heart and believe in relationships again.
Friend, i will continue to wait.
So please, don't forget about me,
and all those good, beautiful times we spent together.

朋友，就算全世界都反對，我都要和你在一起。

lots of love,
Your 'Mummy'/friend,
CupOfTeA.

Thank you.

2010-02-12T22:35:00.003+08:00

I thank God for having such awesome friends like Timm, Dom, Toh Shen, Cong. (Not forgetting Ronald, wk, Gladys that tried to tag/help me/cheer me up in one way or another.)

Even though Timm and I are only online friends, we are like, best phuck. Even though we only know each other via a monitor screen, the feelings are real, right? Our friendship shall last. ;] Read his blog post dedicated to me, i am so touched. ily Timm, as a friend too. ♥

Dom msged me to cheer me up, his msges never fails to put a smile on my face. And what's funny is he wants to gimme ang baos for CNY even though he is not married, LMAO. Thank you . ♥

Toh Shen, pft. After reading my blog straight ahead ask to meet me near my house at woodlands for heart-to-heart-talk. Sorry i can't made it 'cuz i was out with my parents. hahaha, thanks 'bro' ♥ That guy that always tried to act tough, but deep down he is a super caring guy.

Cong, another caring and awesome person i know through the net, and in real life later. Mah baby ♥. wakaka, thanks for trying to cheer me up, and telling me not to give up on educations. ilyyyyyy. ;D

Thank you everyone, it's great to have such awesome friends around. I'm feeling so much better right now and I thank God for all of you all ♥
I love you guys! ;D

indeed a cold summer.

2010-02-12T08:01:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning, my mum will start her daily FM, chanting about how poor our family is and how "We couldn't celebrate Chinese New Year like we used to be anymore." - Family financial problem at its worst. No ang baos, no friends and relatives visitings 'cuz we don't have the money to do so. If 2010 is like this, how about 2011 and 2012? Can i even survive school life till then? My mum is already at her early 55ish, unemployed, my dad 50ish, odd jobs.(Sometimes he didn't even get to work for a few weeks.) They can't even find a new/stable job 'cuz they don't speak English. Two months without paying electricity bills and shits due to the fact that they are paying for my school fees. Blame me, but we can't stay like this forever - not in Singapore, when everything needs money.

I felt so confused, lost, why of all things, all people, this happens to me. It's really hard, I have to reject friends when they ask me to go out because i can't even afford to go out. 20$ per week, sometimes including bus fare, can't really survive in Poly-life. To friends that I had always 'rejected' to, especially to birthday celebrations, gatherings, I am so sorry. I don't want it to be like this.

God, why is this happening to me?

Secondary school commitments, BA Society commitments, how can i find a job with them?
Maybe i should really quit school and drop all my commitments and start finding a permanent job to support my family. That will really sacrifice a lot, friends, educations. Why is everything so unfair? Burdens.

I hate fucking rich bustards who are so rich that they don't appreciate education, they skip school, they fail their examinations and still get to study overseas while fucking poor people like me wants to be educated, but couldn't(soon) afford them.

You couldn't imagine how i felt - While everyone is so happy, excited about the upcoming new year, i am at home, hoping that it won't come. A new year without celebrations, so how is that consider a Happy Chinese New Year?

Someone : "The Janet I know is strong and don't give up easily no matter what happens."
Well, i cannot stay strong forever, it's hard, all this years, i have always tried to tell myself to stay strong 'cuz it will be over soon, but this time round, it's just hard.

Poor people are looked down upon.
And no I don't need your sympathy.
Life sucks.

*cough* Google Ads *cough*

finally, a break.

2010-02-03T12:21:00.004+08:00

I am currently busy tweeting, facebooking, blogging and doing whatever not in my BCOMM tutorial now since there's a presentation going on and I've done mine early this Monday.

School has been a bitch giving us all our projects assigned due for the past few weeks. Haunting our school life with presentations and more presentations, projects and more projects, short class test, PD planning..etc; etc. CAPPED.

And finally, my final, last presentation ended yesterday as at 2 Feb 2010. LMAO c:
I AM LIKE FREAKING HAPPY OVER IT, IT'S AS THOUGH I'VE JUST DRUGGED MYSELF!

School's getting slackish too, 'cuz we had already finished all of our module lectures and revision lectures. Nothing much to commit in school now, just tutorial revision left.(As well as watching my classmates stressing over their presentations ;P )

It's really good to end projects early uh? ;D

No lecture or tutorial later, i am so going back to PHS to play with my favourite Piano in the chapel basement. Wheeee c:

Play hard, study smart!
Final examinations in about 3 weeks! c:
&&.
BAOC2010! ;D

joke of the day

2010-01-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Quote from Kasper to Sunny :

"Women, the best freaking firewall in the world

One human cell contains 75MB genetic information.
One sperm contains a half of that; that is 37.5MB.
One ml of semen contains 100 million sperms.
In average, ejaculation lasts for 5 sec and contains 2.25 ml semen.
This means that the throughput of a man's member is equal to (37.5MB x 100,000,000 x 2.25)/5 =
[18:44:52] 1 687 500 000 000 000 byte/second = 1,6875 Тerabyte/sec
This means that the female eggcell withstands this DDoS attack at 1,5 terabyte per second, and only lets through one(!) data package, thereby being the best freaking hardware firewall in the world!
The downside of it is that this only small data package that it lets through, hangs the system for the whole of 9 months!"

How Kinky, and i can't stop laughing at it! c:

oligopoly!

2010-01-23T22:15:00.007+08:00

Ok, i really like this random word 'Oligopoly', something i learn in my microeconomics module. Insane due to too much economics. So now i am here, taking a break from my MIEC report writing, it is really really long - 11 pages without Cover page, production, oligopoly/structure of firm, conclusions and citations. You can imagine how long is it after adding all that stuff. ;P

Went for GB meeting to help out in the drill this morning, catch up, and ate with the whole 'old' drill committee in Junction8 after that. It's such a nostalgic moment. Anyway, when i was going to the chapel basement to ask the girls to fall out this morning, i couldn't help but stay behind to play with the old basement piano, which i used to practice my piano skill with during my secondary school days. Pastor Beng Kwee noticed me and asked me if i am interested to join the church's band practice every Thursday, OF COURSE I AGREED TO IT. It has been so long since i touch the piano and the drums. I miss them. Life in my new school has been boring without music, even enough i play on my guitar everyday at home. Being so attached to music during primary( was in symphony band) and secondary school (A Christian school with many musical talented people and instruments everywhere, especially in our chapel), i can't really study without jamming and practicing my musical skills. Chapel basement - a place i used to hang out with after school everyday to jam.

I REALLY REALLY MISS PRESBYTERIAN HIGH SCHOOL. Especially the old basement piano and drums, the piano in chapel library, the piano in the school's hall, the drum in the chapel hall, the piano in the BB room, the guitars and basses in the chapel, the piano in the music room, the un-tuned guitars in the GB room, THE CHAPEL BASEMENT AND THE EXTINCT PASTORAL CARE ROOM. I miss Miss Chee, Mrs Caroline Tan. I MISS 5 ENDURANCE. I HATE POLY LIFE. I LOVE PHS, it's like one of those unique secondary school with a chapel and pink surroundings <3 bubble tea shops behind, and, market C: and the upcoming air-con sport facilities building! /This list continues on....

I can't wait to go for the jamming this thursday!
IT'S HARD FOR ME CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT OMG.

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Meh.

just a note for myself

2010-01-21T21:36:00.008+08:00

Don't know where to put my freaking schedule so i just put them here.

Friday - After school go back home sleep, wake up go Yishun for PD Planning. Go home finish on 'Cost' topic for MIEC Article.

Saturday - COMPLETE Oligopoly for MIEC. With lame citations, correct format and all.

Sunday - If i never freaking complete MIEC, do it lazy dumbass. Then fuck FABM menu after that.

Week 15
Monday : MIEC/BCOMM article
Wed : Short report test, F&B-HOM project report.
Thurs : HOM Roleplay Practical Test
Fri : CATS Presentation + Individual report.

Week 16
Monday/Wed : Bcomm individual presentation
Tuesday : F&B-HOM Integrated Project Presentation

/Totally insane.

thank you

2010-01-19T11:08:00.006+08:00

Thanks everyone that have been there encouraging me. Be it in the tagboard or msn C:
I appreciate them. C: I really do.
and sorry for not updating my blog, has been busy recently.
Bahaha. ❤

I love you all, my friends ❤

P.S : Google Adsense...*cough*.

epic fail

2010-01-16T18:15:00.003+08:00

Life is a bitch,
PD was a fail today.
It was canceled due to some misunderstanding.
I am so tired of people's drama.
Give me a break, please.

Add on :
Ripped from facebook -

On this day of your life, Janet, we believe God wants you to know ... that difficult people are very important, - they teach you tolerance and acceptance.

If all was going your way all the time, you would become a spoiled child, wouldn't everyone? Difficult people are just one of the ways God teaches us to expand beyond our egos and accept other perspectives on life.

Thank you, Daddy of Heaven.

No life

2010-01-15T23:34:00.017+08:00

This week have been a busy week. With test, debates and projects due in. 'Amazingly', I screwed up on the debate and test. More will be coming my way, especially during and after the week 15 of semester 2. All this is killing me, together with the PD planning and trainings. I have not even started planning what to do for my individual proposal report presentation for BCOMM. MIEC-BCOMM integrated article group work is giving me a lot of hell. Luckily FABM-HOM integrate group project and CATS group project are nearly completed. Well that is excluding my CATS individual reflectional report. Will be having HOM Opera Test next week, and role play test around the corner. Like ewww, never-ending work load are piling up, they are invading my personal life - I can even picture an imaginary timetable that have been indirectly planned by those devilish looking, life/health threatening schoolwork for the next few weeks/months of my sad and pathetic life. Filling up all of my time slot with them and their evil minions. To be honest, I am actually surprised(and glad) that i am still coping well with all this crap. Time management for the win. Hopefully i will be able to continue manage my time well. Sleepless nights, unfinished work. Panda Eyes for the loss.

I am still kinda pissed with people letting me doing all the 'one-man-show'. I mean, what the fuck, i am so busy having exams and all this crap, you are having your freaking holiday. Asking you to do a simple thing is as if asking you to kill yourself etc etc. You are holding that position for a certain purpose, i hate how people throw all the work load to me, finding excuses that you are busy. I mean, how busy can you be during holidays? with your part-time job? That is not very important or busy compare to my fucking shit load of school projects and examinations. Last minute changes are such a bitch and you are missing-in-action. So i made the decision myself, don't fucking complain if you are unhappy with my decision. You like me to do everything, I'll do it and you sut the fuck up. You don't have any right to interfere with it because you are not even fucking contributing. I don't wish to entertain that disgusting attitude of yours. Fucking inconsiderate people sure is hell. You know who you are, be guilty that you are such a irresponsible, failed role model.

Well, i guess I'll be going to sleep.
Things to do for tomorrow :
-Plan for individual BCOMM presentation.
-Researching for CATS group report and presentation.
-Try to finish up CATS individual reflectional report.
-PD training tomorrow a success.

I have been a bitch ever since i graduated from Presbyterian High, but God, would you still be there for this sinful girl that had once gave up and dis-acknowledged you?

Bstats Nightmare

2010-01-13T06:59:00.004+08:00

Well, I reached home at about 9.54PM due to the Volleyball match for my IS module. Too tired to study and went to sleep instead. Woke up at about 5am to study. I am so gonna fail my Bstats test later. But but but, I enjoyed the Volleyball match a lot, even though we only won 2 Teams, out of the 5 Teams we are competing with.

PD is stressing me out. As well as the projects, and the finals.

Thought of the day :
Some people just don't understand my sarcasm. Why so serious? How Singaporeanish. How i wish i wasn't living in Singapore. To much contact with the internet, chatting with people all around the globe cause me to act that way. It's just a joke dammit. Someday, I'll just go over to Aussie, or maybe i can join my beloved Madre Hermosa(means 'awesome mother' in Spanish, not my real mother, but my 'gan-ma'.) in NYC . 8D She said she is fine having another children(me) in her house! She is a mother of 2 kids, living in the new york city. She was the one that taught me Spanish. I love her a lot, she listens to whatever problem i have, like what real mothers do. How i wish she was my real mum. Asian parents are, meh!
LOL.

Player Picture

2010-01-11T18:43:00.004+08:00

I kinda stop camwhoring after I graduated from my secondary school.
Was feeling super random today.
So....CAMWHORE TIME. ♥

Boo yea!

Mysterious picture.

I kinda accidentally took this but it looks nice.

Yay@ my messy table! C:

Anyway, went back PHS for PD training last Saturday. It is always so fun talking to them. After the whole training we went to the bubbletea shop(as usual) and crap a lot about how pretty Bernice will be 10 years later about her surgery C:

So...we took this! C:

LOL EPIC RIGHT?
I KNOW! ♥

kthxbai! C:
Bstats Test 2 FTL .

To that sick pedophile

2010-01-10T23:26:00.005+08:00

"Thanks for spoiling my relationship. You should be proud."

Yea bitch, I seriously hope you're reading this.
How could i be possibly spoiling your relationship? Wait..how can you even call taking advantage of a 13 yr old girl a relationship? You fucked up with something yourself and you blame me something that i never did. Do you even have a brain to think? Maybe you just got an erection while changing baby diapers and couldn't think right. Like, to hell with it! I don't even wanna talk to you, don't even want to mention you and your drama to my friends. Why should i even want to bother about your fucked up life? I am not a psycho or a stalker with a sick mind like you. I mean, it is none of my problem or whatever not that your pedophile skill fail so much. Only people like you does that, maybe. Revenge and crap like this doesn't exists in my dictionary. For one, I don't even know who the fuck are you dating now until someone told me. Freaking attention seeking bustard don't understand the meaning of "leave me alone."? Do you always have to blame me for everything that you fail in life? Do you like to find reasons for people to hate you that much? Maybe your penis is malfunctioning or you've just managed to get yourself PMS'd (woah!). I can't believe how a 27 year old man can be that childish. You like drama so much don't you? Who is screwing with whose life now? Here I am, trying to repair everything that you destroyed, trying to get back to track, and here you are, trying to break them apart again.

Well thanks a lot.

/rant

hello twenty-ten!

2010-01-01T11:56:00.016+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! C:
I can't believe, it's already one year after i left Presbyterian High School.
I still miss secondary school life.
Jamming, drill, mugging, crapping.
hmm.

Anyway, after returning home from Malaysia, Nudity's Singaporeans decided to meet up with each other! C: So Cong(Zerolimits), Roy(Changbang), Kaybee(Kayne), Cher(xMrsBaiChi), Princex3(?) and CupOfTeA(MEEEE!) met each other at Dhoby Ghaut mrt station. It was a funny and kinda awkward moment. C: I think if would be more fun if Zuzu and Vivian(Tinkle) came too.

Thank you so much for today, ily all ♥
And to Zuzu and Vivian, thanks for being such an awesome daughter/friend in-game, 2008/9 have been great with you guys around. ♥

We had dinner at Plaza Sing and went over to The Cathay to watch Avatar. Unfortunately not in 3-Dimension. Roy left to celebrate his friend's birthday, as well as his belated birthday. Sad, he talks a lot, one of the people that got rid of the awkwardness and lighten up the group. It was funny how we kinda, prank someone ;P Avatar was nice, but i think it would be better if we watch it in 3-Dimension! ]:

YongXiang(SayHiToMe) didn't join us. Please go fly kite, mehhhh. ;P

Got home, did countdown in ooVoo with Shili, Yvonne, Qian Yin C: It's sad that Angela could not join us, i wish she did C: My family was drinking, so I was high. I don't think they even noticed that i was, kinda half-drunk(But still sober enough), at least, i think C: Hohoho. Anyway, ooVoo screwed up, we have to type in chat box instead D; But oh well, at least we took some pictures! C:

I love them(+ Angela), very, very much. ♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE <3

I couldn't believe that i went over to the forums and type rubbish in the chatbox while i was still drunk! D:<

something random.

2009-12-29T22:12:00.003+08:00

I was born in Singapore on the 21st Nov 1991(Last Scorpio), about 6am, GMT+8. Meaning i'll be counted as a 22nd Nov baby(First Sagittarius) if i am born in countries like Aussie. That makes me a rare horoscope-hybrid.(Oh shit, maybe I'll have split personality! ;P) Well, I don't believe in these kind of thing but, it's always fun to read them sometimes right? So I was wondering if anybody would be kind enough to make a daily horoscope for horo-hybrid freaks like me. Random thoughts i have. Humph, i am just that bored.

Anyway, the reason for me thinking about such random stuff is because i just received another horoscope-related Email. So this is what they said about Scorpio and Sagittarius :

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers.. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

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SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

I was wondering which horoscope among this two best describe me.
hmmmmmmmm...
/randomness.

Yipee yay!

2009-12-27T21:55:00.003+08:00

Aloha! I just trimmed my hair! C: Just took this(live!). I just have my shower, that's why my hair is kinda wet. My mom said that she doesn't really notice the difference, how sad! But it's obvious that my hair is shorter now right? C: I wanted to just cut it shorter, like, really short. But after much consideration, decided to just trim it. Oh wheee~ Nothing much today. I am kinda bored of Maple already, getting online everyday to see friends quitting and shits happening. Pissed. But oh well, GMs are taken for granted, right? no choice uh C: Maybe i should take a break and catch up with my life soon.

shoutmix

2009-12-26T18:59:00.006+08:00

I just changed my tagboard from Cbox to Shoutmix! C:
Lookin' good there! C:
Tag please, 'cause i love you all! <3

Malaysia's internet wasn't as lag as i expected it to be. Maybe it's because i am using one of the better host? C: Took some pictures on the way to Malaysia.

Here's a few :

Before setting off! C:

On the bus.

With my sister C:

My brother carrying my laptop, wearing my shades and cabby.

That's all for today folks! C:

Merry Christmas 2009!

2009-12-25T13:27:00.006+08:00

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2009 EVERYONE!
YOU ALL YOUNG AND HEALTHY,
ADORABLE AND FUNNY,
HANDSOME AND PRETTY PEOPLE! C:
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The wild CupOfTeA will be going over to Malacca; Malaysia in a few hours time.
I know i will be missed! *cough* But don't worry, you will still be able to find me online because i will be bringing my beloved lappy along with me! C:
It is heavy, but i will still have to bring them. Getting online is one of the reason, but one of the main reason is that i will have to try to finish some of my project work over there. It's unfair for me to use 'going overseas' as an excuse not to do my group and individual project work right? C:

Now lemme think...
-FABM+HOM integrated project.
-FABM 40 hours work report.
-2 Eassy for CATS

I don't think i will be able to complete them all. I am a lazy ass that is only interested in Music Arts(and perhaps, Maple) you know . C:

Hehee, will be back in Singapore on the 31st of December 2009, which is also the last day of 2009. Hope i will be able to make it for the new year count down .
hur hur.

kthxbai ! C:

BAMP!

2009-12-23T22:50:00.003+08:00

BAMP! was amazing! C:
It was kinda a success, i had a lot of fun meeting new friends(mostly from BS) and bonding with the Society members.
It was tiring though, 'cause we only get to sleep for a few hours.
Nothing much to say actually 'cause i am still as tired as shit.
-Brain malfunctioning-
So anyway,
i went home and found out that i didn't bring my keys.
My Ez-link concession expired without any cash in it.
What's worst, i left only a few dollars in my possession.(enough for 2 bus rides)
So i decided to meet up with Cong(for the 1st time) to slack or something.
The 1st impression I had when i saw him was :
'He's scary!'
LOL!
No offense Cong <3
I am just scared of people with bigger size C:
We met up in causeway point's MacDonald to have a chat about life.
Surprisingly we chatted a lot.
He sounds way mature than his age.
Maybe it's because this was the 1st time we met..
but well, i find him to be a very serious man.
That kinda made him even more scary(hur hur.)
But he's also very protective and yea, nice guy.
CONG I AM PRAISING YOU, I KNOW YOU ARE TOUCHED♥
I was feeling super tired and kinda have a flu,
so wasn't very presentable, sorry about that ;D
Went home, took a shower and... BAMP! I fell asleep right away ;D

PS : Sorry Shili, Angela, Yvonne.
Felt guilty that i didn't meet up with you guys :(
♥ YOU GUYS!

Singlish!

2009-12-20T11:25:00.027+08:00

Well, i'll be going to BAMP tomorrow till 23rd Dec 2009.
I hope it will be a fun camp ;D
Added more songs into my playlist and changed 'Eh, eh' to a non-MV version.
It shouldn't be lagging now. Eh, eh.

Now for the in-game stuff.(Haven't been going out so yea)
I'll be hosting a Nudity(That's my guild, fyi.) Christmas Screen Shot event later,
hope it won't get screwed up by all the freaking wannabe-spoon-feed idiots that either goes :

"GM!!!11!11!ELEVENONE11!!??? PL0X CHIX LARH!!!!11!11"

or

"HOW DO I GET THIS? GM??? I VOTE NO SURPLUS UR FAULT!11!!11"

or

"HOW DO I USE CHIX OR @COMMANDS?!?!?!?!?11!! Y U SO STUPID TEACH MEHHHH!11!"

or(This is the worst)

"GM??" -after one second-
"??" -after one second-
"GM??" -next second-
"zzz.."
-start canned meat spam engine-
"GMMMMMMMMM????????????????????????????????????????????????????11!!!??"
-continue spamming the same old line-

They spam your PM like no one else business. I get canned meat every single day from them. The very reason i neglect my friends, it's them. What's worst is that most of those spoilt little brats are my fellow countrymen. I mean, it's obvious. Their way of typing - Singlish at its worst. They expect everyone to understand their poorly phrased, meaningless broken English and the 'larh, lerh, lorh's. Please, we are taught how to write English properly. So even though most of us can't speak English well, we type them well. I don't understand why they want to disgrace Singapore in front of other English-speaking countries like this? Other countries are discriminating us in the net, Most of them have a mindset that 'Singaporeans = noobs'.
It's those wannabe-spoon-feed idiots fault.

They expect GMs and senior players to spoon-feed them even in a game.
I can't imagine what will happen to Singapore in the future, when their generation take over.

It's because of them i started hating Singlish. I know, it's in our culture, no harm talking to fellow Singaporeans like that. But dudes, when you are in the net, you are interacting with people from all over the world, at least type some decent understandable English will you?

I get canned meat everyday after 9pm of GMT+8(Singapore time) since i would normally be the only GM online. It's kinda a torture. Used to be like this too in SydneyMS, but the current ones are more disrespectful, and have zero understanding that we have to answer not only their freaking questions that can be normally answered by normal players, we have to attend to other players and stalk players suspected to be hacking away.

I hate people taking GMs for granted. I hate the way they define a 'Good GM' and goes "TIS BAD GM!1!!1!ELEVENONE!1!!" because i refuse to refund them when it's their fault giving out their password and getting hacked into or give them any free stuff whatsoever. You can see how tiring it is to be a GM uh? ;P So, to the GM-wannabes, are you gonna give up being one or not?
Because i would appreciate it if you guys..
STOP ASKING ME HOW TO BE A GM.

kthxbai :D

Google Adsense!

2009-12-19T22:51:00.004+08:00

Once again, I added Google adsense into my blog.
Noticed some 'space' in my profile, chatbox and links?
Yea that, they not showing up, that's why the blank.
I heard it's normal,
and the ads should be showing up after the 'Google spiders' inspect my blog.

Had about 35$USD in my google adsense before i went 'inactive' on it.
Hope to get 100$USD soon so that i can cash out and stop this crap. 8D

Oh anyway,
Today was a boring day.
I am lazy to continue,
Enough said D;

Edited : THEY JUST SHOWED UP. YAY GOOGLE ADSENSE <3

Back in blog-tion.

2009-12-18T21:45:00.004+08:00

Hello Earthlings!
The cup of tea have decided to once again start a blog!
I mean, everyone need a place for them to whine and rant right? ;D

There's a time for everything,
for now, GB isn't as important as it used to be for me.
I am sick and tired of going back to help with GB.
I mean, isn't it about time they leave us alone and find people from the younger generation to help them out?
I don't have the time to help anymore,
School is stressing me out.

Well, anyway, FarmerStory has been great.
The updates, the community, they are coming back.
Nudity has most of it's old SydneyMS veterans back in action.
Good old time, i really miss them.
and then came Common test.
Didn't go in-game for about 2 weeks,
and when i finally came back, some of my friends left.
Timmy left, I don't know what's his reason.
Elaine gone mad, idk what's wrong with her, maybe she is PMSing.
Or maybe she is really a G.I.R.L.
Nudity was a mess, no bond, nothing left.
But luckily, Cong and some other old veterans came back to help me.
It didn't take long for Nudity to be as bonded as it used to be

One thing for sure is that, i have been neglecting my friends due to the GMship.
Well, i will try harder to manage my time well,
I lost them once before, and i am not going to let it happen again.
FarmerStory is my family.

I couldn't deny that I have been too into this Maple crap,
kinda ruining my real life but,
I don't give a damn.
Business school is not for me, i prefer the media, the music, the stage.
FMSing!(Film and Media Studies, not FarmerStory:P)
hur hur.

It may or may not be a dream.
I don't know, but one day, I'll challenge myself the impossible.